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Sunday, May 31, 2015

I had my final Auditing tutorial

That certainly created everlasting memory.

He looked exceptionally charming on that day.
Fred Perry grey long sleeve check shirt with a pair of black pants instead of his usual casual outfits.

So the tutorial began.
Basically I knew every answer of his question since I spent the whole day before doing the extra readings and completing the tutorial exercise.
Yes that's how much I would be willing to go beyond my standard effort just to impress him.
When he asked if anyone did the tutorial exercises, I nodded then he quickly asked me to answer the first question.
I must admit that what I have done was brilliant because I went a little further than what lecture slides  stated.
While he was impressed, he wanted to check if other students did the preparation work therefore he asked everyone else if they at least looked at the questions.
(Thankfully) No one else had a chance looked at it so he came back to me and there goes our one-to-one. Almost all of my answers were spot-on!
What made me proud of myself was I wasn't stammering at all and was even dare to say he got me wrong :-D
It went so well, and the eye contact simply drove me over the moon!

But I felt blue when he started to wrap up the tutorial.
We will definitely meet again in his consultation but I could possibly stuff it up due to nervousness.
I was thinking whether we can hang out if I score a H1 in Auditing (FYI so far there is only one H1 in my undergraduate).
In fact the tutor-student status no longer bothers me afterall I'm graduating soon, it's the cultural and language difference as well as working background that I'm really care about.
I'm not sure whether I will be too shy to speak if we do hang out.
Let's start with a friendship? I don't even know how to go about forming one.
Perhaps someone can shed some light on this?

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Don't be afraid, try before it's too late to regret, hehe jiayou meimei <3