Oh Rachel, can't you just keep your love affairs to yourself?
Eh eh eh I just need a channel to share my feelings as you know it's always tough to convey how you really feel to someone else.
So, who again?
I admire my Auditing Tutor LOL.
I remember when we first met, I was fascinated by how charming he looks. He is turning 24 years old and is a mix of Chinese and probably Spanish. (Yes, I stalked him.) Having said that, it isn't his appearance that makes me swoon, instead I am attracted by how confident he is on explaining stuffs and how talented he is. Despite being only 2 years elder than me, he has plenty of professional working experience and is currently the senior tutor of 3 Accounting subjects in my uni. WOW.
I believe the best way to attract his attention is concentrate in his tutorial and impress him through answering the questions he raised in class. I had never worked so hard in an Accounting subject before but it is totally worth it, especially when I achieved a score of 38 out of 40 in my mid-semester test which the average score is 29.
And my heart skipped a beat when he praised me for paying attention on what he said in the class therefore being able to come up with the answer. Such moment is gold.
So admiration or obsession?
WHO CARES? They are miles between us, citizenship, language, culture, circle etc.
Taking this way too far anyway - we are not even friend yet.
