Alone

Can you imagine what I did at dpc last few days?
Keep reading,playing iPad and running!
My life was dull indeed.

Solely.

That's why I had enough time to think so much.
No doubt,my peace of mind had been disturbed.
To others I seemed so relax,
somehow I knowed it was more to be emptiness.

I wish I can be as initiative as past.
However,after being rejected for so many times,
I am afraid to hear the answer of "NO" again!
It leads me to disappointment time after time.

You guys left me behind.
I supposed to be angry enough because of being forgotten intentionally.
In spite of that,I tried my best to seek a reason for you.
To forgive you.
Fortunately I have figured it out.
It is so-called FRIENDSHIP.
I shouldn't fuss over trifles in fact.

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